The weather is nice today. Slept from 8pm yesterday to 8am today. I woke up somewhat hopeful about life but still wondered how I can get out of here. Dad has the gun at his house and I"m still not talking to him. I pondered hanging. Need to buy a rope at Menards since I used all my rope on the <a href="http://bucktowngarden.com">veranda trellisses</a>.  The stupid blower guy is outside and I can't think.  More later....